This morning I woke up thinking about that stupid bitch that wasted my time and broke my heart and how much I want to boot up her facebook page and see one of her trailer park family members post an obituary about how she hung herself or overdosed on fentanyl. She belongs in hell with her trashy ass ex boyfriend where they can both kiss each other's asses. Worthless slut. If I was ever in the same room with her I'd body slam her to death. Worthless piece of shit. Her ex boyfriend should had hit her harder and more. Imagine turning down a sweet young man such as myself because you'd rather smoke weed and drink all of the fucking time. Women like her are the reason why the porn problem is out of control because all they do is project and guilt trip about their stupid fucking depression all of the time like men don't deal with that shit also. Holy shit, it's insane to me that talking to these women is exactly like trying to lift a weight or push a boulder. It's like you're walking on broken bottles trying to snag whatever drop of water you can. It would be really cool if her next boyfriend just raped her while she was black out drunk. Just took advantage of her you know, that way she can fall deeper into her "void" because she lacks any sensitivity for others feelings. She's always talking about her "friends" but the two she had, just fucking forgot about us. Gave her pretty chill advice, tried to motivate her & tried to encourage her to think positive. Just ghosted the fuck out of us.
Then you have the asshole that wants to be nice and humble all of a sudden after half a decade of lies and manipulation. Real fucking piece of work. Dude can't accept the fact his dog pile shit caused a suicide among the friend group. Even his own "friends" came to me in private and I at first denied it because I kept my loyalty to this person because I was the realest motherfucker to him but over time after he kept fucking lying to me and manipulating me, I began to realize I was played as a fool all of this fucking time. Then he treated me like shit when I tried to be there for him when his world was falling down, then went behind my back and told my girlfriend of two years that it's best that she finds someone else because I'm a piece of shit. People wonder why I'm out of my fucking mind because all of my life I've been fucked with, fucked over, had my trust abused. In high school, on the internet, in family. I mean, I just get the best of the best of people dude and now this cock sucker wants to lurk and watch every fucking thing I do while having one minion implode and other constantly going on about how he wants to rape Rose. He can't accept the fact that he used a dumb bitch with depression problems and it didn't work out and now she's back to playing her steam games. She's another stupid bitch I'd love to body slam the shit out of.
There is never a duel moment with people in my life. I'm always being fucked with so hard. People come to me in private and ask. "Do you really hear voices?" Duh, I'm out of my mind. I'm disturbed, deranged. But I'm not like some of these retards that go on about how much they have sex with their wife even though they are robbing the motherfucker. I mean, if I do talk about fucking, that's what my sex dungeon thread is for. Then I'm being attacked and having my balls busted all of the fucking time. "Oh you're sexually frustrated" 100x. Ha fucking Ha dude, so funny. What's next? Honestly man, I'm telling you, send my to aruba for a fucking month because I'm not getting shit for this shit man. The amount of emotional fucking draining I've been through for the past 9 fucking days it's off the wall. You know, I have to deal with niggers as it is, now I have to deal with a 4 eyed motherfucker constantly up my ass about shit like bro relax, have your dick sucked, it's okay. I don't have all of the answers relax. But now I'm just so far gone man. Waking up to the thoughts of a stupid bitch, seeing a faggot try to wiggle is way into the onion farm community probably jacking himself off thinking "huh, if im active for a year maybe I can get what he has". Great so he can see my IP and fuck with me even more. I'm so over people man, so fucking over it dude. Born in the wrong generation. My generation is full of chromosome sloths. Been cheated on constantly, been ghosted constantly, been lead on constantly. I mean every corner I turn it's a fucking punchline. I might as well walk out of the fucking house with clown shoes.
Another thing. I try and give people advice. They don't listen to me and then they come back to me crying and complaining. Always stressing and getting upset after I spent a good hour talking to them. So what's the point of me giving a shit if you're going to just not take my advice? It's nothing that involves calculations and formulas. Mainly it's common sense and understanding. It's the same shit with that slut. Gave her the most purest advice imaginable. What did she do? Drink and smoke more weed then came back fucking crying and talking about shooting people. How no one will ever love her. Honestly, if I was owner of that discord server. I'd tell her to kill her fucking self and banned her for wasting my time. I wouldn't had pussied foot around for a month giving her chances after chances to redeem herself. She didn't give a fuck about us, she was using us to cry to. Like one time I was in a voice call with her "oh i gtg because my girl wants me to come after". That was the last sentence I heard from her mouth. Then fucking ghosted me and went behind my back and told she was doing that. I fucking hate women bro, they are fucking players all the fucking time. Dude, why? Like, why couldn't I be born into a species in another galaxy where every soul is pure and innocent and not this dystopian bullshit with humanoids with vaginas. Every fucking bitch I've dated always has their flavor of bullshit and scheming. Man maybe I should have just became a women zing douche bag with a fuck boy vibe. Because this nice guy shit ain't cutting it dude. I should just start being a real asshole to any female that has a crush on me, maybe I can always get the last laugh instead of being left with a broken heart every fucking time. I fuck the bitch, then bounce on her ass and ghost her then move on to another stupid bitch. And this bitch was a millennial which is out of this world. I thought by now if you're 27, you're fucking mature and not a toddler. Grown ass women acting like a fucking child. dude and what's crazy I always get called immature lmao. By women, I always get called immature but dude, the last bitch I dated is 5 years older than me and she acts like a fucking retarded child. But now, generation Z is even worse. It just keeps getting better and better with females as time goes on. It's so tragic. I'm always the bad guy, never do they take any responsibility in the relationship.
Lastly. People are fucking always having a hysteria over stupid shit man. Every month there's a hysteria or stupid trend. Sadly, niggers make it worse too when they start a trend. Just like how niggers started the shit where they have their pants hanging off their ass. Same niggers that want to attack other races but when a cop beats the fuck out of them they pull the race card. More cops needs to start beating the fuck out of these creatures since they never had a father to do that for them. They always want to scream and spit while doing so. Nigger women are worse of course. Always offended by something but never ashamed of anything they do. Used to go to school with this one black kid. The other ones would bully the shit out of him because he hardly spoke and wasn't with that wearing nice shoes to school shit. They'd always clown him for his shoes and what he wore. Tease him because he didn't want to play basketball with them. He started intentionally flunking his grades so they could put him with the special ed kids so he's away from the bullying. They go after their own kind and kill each other off. But it's always somebody else and not them. These panic attacks and hysteria bullshit is so fucking white though. It makes me ashamed of being white bro. White people do the most dumbest shit ever. Every time I see a white guy drive a jeep with those faggot ass rubber duckies on the dashboard. I want to pull that mother fucker out of that faggot mobile and beat the fuck out of them. Every time I have to hear white people gibber gabble at a coffee shop about tennis and chipotle, I want to bash their fucking head against the table. Every time I'm around white women and they just go off about stupid shit, I want to fucking back hand them because they need to shut the fuck up about what's going on at sam's club. And it's always these dystopian, up tight fucking white people that wear these faggity visors. Always from the city too. Like honkies are fucking creatures but city people are the absolute fucking worse. They drive these faggity cars, they eat at these faggity places, they wear this faggity shit. I honestly want to knock up their daughters that go to UNI and drive jettas so she can have an abortion and be called a slut so she gets BPD and kills herself. Like fucking go away. Living in the sub urbs obsessing over income and clothes. That's why so many white women are so far gone because they pop out of soccer moms that won't shut the fuck up about one of those fucking female clothing stores. It's ashame man. Sometimes when I look down at my dick in the shower and observe the color of it I shake my head hoping I don't stick it in one of these retarded women dude. I would be so devestated if I did. Basic white bitch shit that have basic white bitch friends that always talk about their boo boo and shit. Shut the fuck up, fucking die already. Nobody fucking cares about you. When you die, you will leave behind nothing but your retarded off spring.
