Hey nonnas I would like to introduce you all to Jenn Bridges or Dorian (pretend name) Bridges (they were born female and claim to be ftm or nonbinary but clearly are not). They go by Of herbs and altars on youtube and they are some anachan v-logger who is mid 30s and still lives with mum and dad.
She has been addicted to pretty much everything including trying to shoot up OTC cold medicine and nearly dying. She thinks she can fuck ghosts. She talks about how good it felt to be proana and to b/p and much more. I mean sure she says shes not glorifying eating disorders but loves talking about how good it feels to be a skeleton or to b/p or to abuse drugs. Hey now I don't really care I am not the morality police, but they seem to think they are since this is what they post on their instgram.
https://theputrescentvein.wordpress.com/ (her word press blog very edgy shit)
Let me start with the best part of it. She thinks she can fuck ghosts. Seriously, yes sometimes she calls them vampires but if you pay attention she is clearly talking about spirits. Here is a clip where she talks about feeling ghosts touch her.
Her latest video was so good it got this warning on it with a link to a suicide prevention line placed there by youtube.
She is correct though when she says anas tend to be very uptight and avoid social interactions while bulimics are hot messes. But she takes it to a weird extreme and says anas shouldn't leave the house because they might get raped at a club.
This is the video where she explains about her encounters with "vampires" aka ghosts.
And this one she explains she was a functional crack head
But I would like to stress most of her content is anachan/bulimic shit here is one as an example
They claim to be something called a gray sexual which the top result on google says it is a middle ground of being asexual and normal
But they keep posting this which seems rather sexual on instagram
Video attached to that post of her wearing some see through fishnet dress
Please don't call her fat on youtube she will have a meltdown over it. And do don't say she looks fat in this video in specific
She has been addicted to pretty much everything including trying to shoot up OTC cold medicine and nearly dying. She thinks she can fuck ghosts. She talks about how good it felt to be proana and to b/p and much more. I mean sure she says shes not glorifying eating disorders but loves talking about how good it feels to be a skeleton or to b/p or to abuse drugs. Hey now I don't really care I am not the morality police, but they seem to think they are since this is what they post on their instgram.
(These are watermarked & pre-shared, so I hope this is ok). Hi. This is my account. I'm reclaiming it. Bullying is NEVER ok. Taking YouTube drama, then stalking that person over to their social media to try & drag them down as far as you can? That is bizarre, twisted, rage-o-holic behaviour. If you're still here doing that, *please* block me, so you can go do something kinder & more productive with your time. For the record, I apologise to Asian Americans if they perceived what I said as trying to garner sympathy(??). I apologise for being born if that's what it takes, & apparently it is.
Bullying...is...never...ok. I should not, at the age of 35, be shaking in fear while logging into my personal & work social media because gangs of ageist, misgendering, ableist teenagers havent gotten their fix of bullying at high school yet. Yes, I liked the comments on my last post that made me feel better - it's called showing appreciation, love, maybe try it?
It's also called trying to stay afloat, & I hope you never have to feel that.
This past year has sucked beyond words. If you know me, you'll know I was hospitalised last summer for severe mh issues & becoming a danger to myself. YouTube was the *one thing* I had going right, but I still, honestly, didn't/don't want to be here. Now that's been poisoned too. When you know someone's mentally ill, & you still attack them in droves, even after they've apologised to you, you are *sick*, vicious, unbalanced & yeah - potentially a murderer. If it's not me, it'll be *someone* you do this to; it's NEVER one-off behaviour. What is truly making you so angry? What is making you hate-chase across platforms? Work it out, & take it to therapy for the good of the world.
I apologise if this saga is dragging on (omg it is!), I tried leaving the dumpster fire to burn out, but it only made me more anxious not knowing. This is my account, & it *will* be a safe space for me & others, no matter who I have to block. If you're creating fresh accounts to continue, all I can say is
, you are *not* ok 
#mentalhealth #bullying #meanpeoplesuck #ihatethisplanet
Bullying...is...never...ok. I should not, at the age of 35, be shaking in fear while logging into my personal & work social media because gangs of ageist, misgendering, ableist teenagers havent gotten their fix of bullying at high school yet. Yes, I liked the comments on my last post that made me feel better - it's called showing appreciation, love, maybe try it?
It's also called trying to stay afloat, & I hope you never have to feel that.This past year has sucked beyond words. If you know me, you'll know I was hospitalised last summer for severe mh issues & becoming a danger to myself. YouTube was the *one thing* I had going right, but I still, honestly, didn't/don't want to be here. Now that's been poisoned too. When you know someone's mentally ill, & you still attack them in droves, even after they've apologised to you, you are *sick*, vicious, unbalanced & yeah - potentially a murderer. If it's not me, it'll be *someone* you do this to; it's NEVER one-off behaviour. What is truly making you so angry? What is making you hate-chase across platforms? Work it out, & take it to therapy for the good of the world.
I apologise if this saga is dragging on (omg it is!), I tried leaving the dumpster fire to burn out, but it only made me more anxious not knowing. This is my account, & it *will* be a safe space for me & others, no matter who I have to block. If you're creating fresh accounts to continue, all I can say is
, you are *not* ok #mentalhealth #bullying #meanpeoplesuck #ihatethisplanet
https://theputrescentvein.wordpress.com/ (her word press blog very edgy shit)
Let me start with the best part of it. She thinks she can fuck ghosts. Seriously, yes sometimes she calls them vampires but if you pay attention she is clearly talking about spirits. Here is a clip where she talks about feeling ghosts touch her.
Her latest video was so good it got this warning on it with a link to a suicide prevention line placed there by youtube.
She is correct though when she says anas tend to be very uptight and avoid social interactions while bulimics are hot messes. But she takes it to a weird extreme and says anas shouldn't leave the house because they might get raped at a club.
This is the video where she explains about her encounters with "vampires" aka ghosts.
But I would like to stress most of her content is anachan/bulimic shit here is one as an example
But they keep posting this which seems rather sexual on instagram
Video attached to that post of her wearing some see through fishnet dress
Please don't call her fat on youtube she will have a meltdown over it. And do don't say she looks fat in this video in specific
Reason: updating
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